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Society and its Ennui.

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 10:17 PM


So, this guy had liked me for three years. We decided to start dating recently, since I FINALLY realized my feelings. When he went to ask his parents for permission, they said no, he would not be dating me... because I'm white. I'm not a suitable choice as dating material (they don't want mixed race grandchildren), and would rather that he date and marry within his race and culture. I'm so torn up right now I could just disappear. I've been crying for two hours (longer than I've cried in months), and I believe this experience will ruin our friendship because I am also now apparently untrustworthy and possibly forbidden from his life. And all I can wonder is what I did to deserve this fate, and why the fuck it had to be like this, when nobody else would ever be stupid enough to like me in that way.

EDIT: I'm officially banned from the guy's life. His parents have put a lock on his cellphone and his facebook, and any other such resources where he could contact me. He's not allowed to speak to me or to see me, and I'm sure there's no 'just friends' option.


  • Mood: Hopeless

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  • Interests: Music, playing music, being vegetarian, scouring vinyl shops for that one you just have to have.
  • Favourite band or musician: The Beatles plus any other band I feel like listening to.
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  • Personal Quote: Most limits are self-imposed.

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:iconjunkymcavoy:
Hello!
Wow... thank you so much for the fav and the watch :D... and I like your avatar, icon, very much

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"El ojo de un amigo es un buen espejo"
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:iconpadawan-sielle:
Hello back! And of course! You draw very well :) Thank you! Your avatar is very cute, too!

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I am human, and I need to be loved. Just like everybody else does.

2+2=fish

Who needs pain?
:iconjunkymcavoy:
Hahaha, thank you again...
And you're welcome and thanks once again, he's another original character, maybe I'll do a meme about him, hehehe

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"El ojo de un amigo es un buen espejo"
- Proverbio irlandés

In the cities, people fall a little sleep under a feather sun

J'aime Nino Quincampoix
:iconpadawan-sielle:
You should! All of your characters seem very real and interesting. I'd love to learn more about them. :)

I had some characters before, but that were all very stereotypical and not original at all!

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I am human, and I need to be loved. Just like everybody else does.

2+2=fish

Who needs pain?
:iconjunkymcavoy:
:blushes:
Oh, I will like to tell you more about them, hehe, thanks for saying they're real and that... I would like to know about the ones you had, I don't think they were typical and not original, I don't know, every character has something special... except the characters of Twilight :bleh:

--
"El ojo de un amigo es un buen espejo"
- Proverbio irlandés

In the cities, people fall a little sleep under a feather sun

J'aime Nino Quincampoix

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