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~Padawan-Sielle:iconPadawan-Sielle:

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I place my head into my hands as I let a soul cleansing sigh escape my lips, holding down the urge to let the tears flow. No one will break me. I rest my head on the steering wheel of my blue Honda Civic, my brown tinted elbow length hair surrounding my face and hiding me from the world. No one should recognize me with my blonde hair showing through the faded black. Another shuddered breath. Am I really to emotional? My voice catches as I feel the unending urge to sing out my emotions, get them out of me like a sweet therap Bringing On The Heartbreak
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Journal Entry: Wed May 7, 2008, 7:51 PM
  • Mood: Shame
I wish that I could find who I was again.

I wish I could still draw. :cries:

I wish I'd never met some of the people I know.

I wish I hadn't said the above thing because it's not true, more like...

...I wish I hadn't let them change me.

I wish I could find my creative side again.

I wish that the medicine would work like it's supposed to.

I wish I could control my life again.

I wish I could feel pretty about myself.

I wish I could feel like people don't see me as a fake and a joke.

I wish I hadn't said most of the hurtful words I've ever said.

I wish I wasn't afraid of my bike.

I wish that I could exercise more often without feeling completely lonely.

I wish I could exercise with my friends without feeling inadequate compared to them.

I wish I could tell all the people I admire why I admire them, without them feeling like I'm creepy.

I wish I could get a job.

I wish that someone worthwhile wanted to have a relationship with me.

I wish that I couldn't feel lame all the time.

I wish that I didn't feel so selfish.

I wish I could have a band.

I wish I could be sure.

I wish I didn't let life just slip by.

I wish I felt good about myself.

I wish my grades could be good again.

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~fuct-hide:iconfuct-hide: Jun 23, 2008, 2:00:13 PM
That's what Adam said to her when they met, haha.

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Check your religious BS at the door.
~snuff0ndigital:iconsnuff0ndigital: Jun 11, 2008, 10:28:15 PM
Your icon is seriously hilarious.
~Faytol:iconFaytol: Apr 29, 2008, 10:59:02 PM
YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
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Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!

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If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
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All of you~
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~SuperBexie:iconSuperBexie: Jan 3, 2008, 1:39:02 PM
thanks for the fave :)
~sadi3-g:iconsadi3-g: Jan 1, 2008, 8:55:21 PM
have a fantastic new year!

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*DeathOfADream:iconDeathOfADream: Dec 16, 2007, 4:53:32 PM
Thanks for the favorite! :hug:

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They were perfect, they were beautiful. They met in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of nothing, and kissed where everyone could see. No words. No before. No after. They kissed and it was perfect. It was beautiful. It was everything. It was nothing.
~Padawan-Sielle:iconPadawan-Sielle: Dec 2, 2007, 12:50:43 PM
you're welcome!

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Meatbag.
~Black-Chimaera:iconBlack-Chimaera: Nov 30, 2007, 1:32:08 PM
Thanks for the fav !

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*DeathOfADream:iconDeathOfADream: Nov 29, 2007, 6:59:23 PM
xD There's lots of air pollution all over the US.

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They were perfect, they were beautiful. They met in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of nothing, and kissed where everyone could see. No words. No before. No after. They kissed and it was perfect. It was beautiful. It was everything. It was nothing.
~Padawan-Sielle:iconPadawan-Sielle: Nov 29, 2007, 6:12:28 PM
Oh man, you GOTTA come out sometime! Just watch the air pollution. xD

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*DeathOfADream:iconDeathOfADream: Nov 29, 2007, 4:19:32 PM
Oh, sweet deal! I've never been to California, but I've always wanted to go.

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They were perfect, they were beautiful. They met in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of nothing, and kissed where everyone could see. No words. No before. No after. They kissed and it was perfect. It was beautiful. It was everything. It was nothing.
~Padawan-Sielle:iconPadawan-Sielle: Nov 28, 2007, 10:48:43 PM
Yeah, but hey, it's THURSDAY. The day after that is FRIDAY. HELL YES.

And I get to go to SAN FRANCISCO this weekend!!! SCORE!

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Meatbag.
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